Everything and Nothing.

I’ve had everything and nothing on my mind recently. Lots to think about but nothing really blogworthy… or I will write something, read it and realize that it’s way too personal to put out there. Even I have limits. So in the grand tradition of randomness, I give you a few blurbs of Mike-thought.

What happened to TV? I know that people always say that “morrals” and what pass as entertainment declines from generation to generation but while flicking through the channels the other night and trying to watch 5 minutes of ‘Jersey Shore’. How do people watch that trash? And then changing the channel and viewing ‘I didn’t know I was pregnant’. How do you not know that you’re pregnant? How do you not have SOME kindof clue that might make you wonder. And then to birth your baby in a TOILET and then want to air your stupidity and humiliation on tv? Are you serious? Ughh.

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I have always tried to see the best in people… Even people I don’t care for. This sounds like a good thing, but at the end of the day when I am dealing with an “enemy” and they are looking for ways to take me down, I sit there struggling with the duality of “sure they might be a bigot but they seem like a good parent”. It’s silly and definitely a trait I am trying to work on getting control of.

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I am gay. Being gay, while certainly not the only thing that describes me, is certainly one of the most important, as far as I am concerned. There is no other part of *me* that will have more involvement as to how I am seen and treated in the life. It took me a long time to accept myself… truly accept myself and I wouldn’t change anything if I could. All that being said, I don’t want to be valued by people primarily just because I am gay. I don’t want to be anyone’s token gay friend. I don’t want to be a token anything.

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Spring is in the air and I CANNOT WAIT to get outside, do a little bbq’ing, feel the grass between my toes and feel the sun on my face.

Have a good day peeps. Happy Friday!